Do I have to keep on pushing? That’s what “they” say right? It is the American way. If you get knocked down, get up and try again. If at first you don’t succeed, in it to win it, and all that jazz.
Well, hell. I’m tired. I’ve lapsed back into my procrastinating ways. I am this close to just dropping out of this program and calling it a day. I’m stressed. I’m snapping off on everybody from Smoochy to the cafeteria lady. I just want to quit. When is it okay to just throw up your hands, throw in the towel and say “I’m through?” Is it ever? How do I teach my child the importance of seeing something though to the end? How do I teach her tenacity if I don’t seem to have any myself?
I feel like a big fat zero. Blech.